Genre:
Memoir / Biography
Themes:
Addiction
Adventure / Survival
Against All Odds
BDSM
Coming Out
Dark Romance
Erotic
Femme / Femme
Hentai / Tentacle Erotica
Kink
Living Abroad / Expat
Religion
Self-Discovery
Heat Level:
Extra Spicy (sex scenes are very graphic and may also include toys, kink, BDSM, etc.)
Geographic Location:
Asia / Pacific Islands
Continental Europe
Middle East
United Kingdom: England
Ocean / Sea
Setting:
Academic / School / University
Big City / Urban
Concert / Perfomance
Corporation / Office / Workplace
Foreign Country
Hotel / Inn
Park / Zoo / Garden
Party
Resort / Spa
Restaurant / Diner / Food Truck
Sacred Space / Place of Worship
Seaside / Beach
Shop / Gallery
Sexual / Gender Identity:
Lesbian
Femme
Tomboy
Trigger/Content Warning:
Real life BDSM and sadistic torture
EXODAI
A Shockingly Honest Memoir of Love, Obsession and Torture
By Elizabeth Hendrick
Tonight, I am going to be tortured for the woman I love...
Elizabeth’s drives and desires have always been unusual. Beginning in early childhood, her need for love and suffering took her from the prim surroundings of a Norfolk girls’ school to the secret, latex-clad, rope-bound, whip-lashed delights of the Tokyo BDSM scene.
For Elizabeth, torture was not about sexual gratification – it was about love. In this frank and open memoir, she tells the story of a remarkable personal journey. Attracted to other girls from an early age, Elizabeth struggled to come to terms with her sexuality. As a schoolgirl, her fantasies of torture – always for the benefit of whichever girl she was in love with – were rooted in her own inability to accept herself as a lesbian or reconcile her desires with her Christian beliefs. Before finally realising that connection, Elizabeth would go through years of emotional and physical pain.
Having experimented with bondage at university, Elizabeth discovered S&M when her career as a high-flying headhunter took her to Tokyo. There she was inducted into the BDSM scene and learnt what real S&M was all about. When she fell in love with a gorgeous Japanese dominatrix called Tomo and became her slave, she began a descent into hell. Tomo proved to be an irredeemable sadist who took torture far beyond the accepted limits of S&M. Elizabeth went to the brink of destruction for Tomo. Not for the faint-hearted, this gripping memoir describes what she experienced there and how she found her way back.